ΓΦΒ takes Walt Disney World (and the rest of my rant)
Today, my sorority takes on the literal happiest place on Earth. I’m pretty excited to say the least. I get to spend the day with both my big and littles. It’s basically a dream come true. I brought along the ears and can’t wait to let all my inhibitions about the world around me fall away. I do have to say getting there will be the greatest thing to happen to anyone. If Amy tries to learn her seat back anymore I will probably kick her chair. Plus, I hate to be that girl (actually i really fucking don’t), but I literally just told all the stories about Disney that you are currently telling and YOU HAVE LITERALLY NO CONCEPT OF WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT. #strugglesofadisneyaddict Also, my big is hogging my blanket (I don’t hate it).
Too much has been on my mind lately. I think a little update is in order on this bus ride.
I’ve fallen for someone that won’t work out. It’s not like I did this without knowing it wouldn’t work. I just lacked the want to. I haven’t liked anyone since the crushing of my heart earlier this year so it’s nice to feel something for someone again. The only problem lies in the fact that he’s actually pretty great. Most of the guys I’ve met here are the worst and wouldn’t be worth the time. This guy has so many great characteristics though. He knows the way to my heart and uses it without inhibition every time he sees fit (secretly, i love it). He makes me laugh from just being him. I’ve literally never met anyone who puts a blanket over their head during the shittiest game of old maid and proclaims to be the old maid (he’s the most ridiculous). His sister has high-incidence special needs (not severe and profound thankfully). I could talk to him about her for hours literally hours on end. (Secretly, I want him to find the love I have for his sister, whom I’ve never met, and all children with special needs completely irresistible. It’s the one thing I actually love more than my own life and I want someone to find it the most attractive thing about me.) He’s the cutest thing and has a really great tattoo (which doesn’t really mean anything). He loves his family more than anything. He treats women with respect. He knows exactly what he wants to do with his life and prioritizes better than anyone know. School, his job, and fraternity come first. I think that’s great but I wish he’d wanna have something more than the sexual aspect. I hate that I let it go there because now I’m unsure of how to look at him and say, “hey best friend. i like you and i don’t want anything to change now that you know but i thought you should know.” This is the most annoying thing to happen to anyone ever, in case you were wondering. Whatever, I’ll continue to text him every night before he goes to sleep and be that girl (listen for the annoyance in my head).
School is such a literal bitch, lesson plans are going to butcher me. It’s fine, not really doe. Whoever planned for my schedule to be the greatest, I’d like to thank you a bunch. I’m pretty happy about it.
Anyway, I have to work on a fucking observation and I can’t concentrate on this anymore. I just wanted to say how great today will be after everyone realizes that they should not say anything if they are unsure of details. Meh, love my sisters anyway.
Because there’s one thing stronger than magic: Sisterhood.